"Rain Down"

Rain down, rain down, rain down on me
Is this the missing?
Or is the mist getting the best of me?

To hide behind such a thing.
Behind the door, behind the window
Born with puppet strings
Always, forever
Completely rearranged.

Rain down, rain down, rain down on me .

I'm kinda sick of life, been searching for the answers way too afraid to come forward
Blade to skin
No. I don't think I will ever live again.
Blood pours my existence
Overthinking comes with a persistence.
Wants love but told I don't know how to , misplaced and I confess
I don't know how to
Dark skies always holding onto love as if it were my lifeline.
They never said love kills
And I tried to think of who I'd pin the blame on.

I'm frustrated and I'm angry
If I'm selfish then can you blame me?
It's kinda weird to be betrayed
I know this one,
It's the pleasure of being played
Although I have no room to say
If I gambled my way and this blackjack overrules twenty one
Sometimes I wish my life would be done then I could cut my losses instead of holding on

And if the pain is all I got then let it rain!

Rain down, rain down, rain down on me
Is this the missing?
Or is the mist getting the best of me?

Rain down, rain down, rain down on me.