Who do you see (collaboration with diddi and Gigi)

Who Do You See 


When you look in the mirror 
is their someone else 
defects in the shimmer 
reflecting a hell 
or a perfect winner 
with stories to tell 
the glimmer gets dimmer 
when I look for myself  . 

I can see the gore hidden in my 
eyes 
the affection in disguise 
affliction buried inside all this pride 
I'm never quite satisfied 
I see the scars that remain 
I feel no pain 
I'm looking for an end to the rain 
No one can help me refrain from all of lifes pang 
Damn sometimes I wish to just be insane . 

To step into the world 
of  other direction 
would all the wrong turns 
become the right selection 
we only ever learn 
upon reflection 
inside I die and burn 
because of all the rejection 
I wish I could so turn 
the dirt to confection 
inside the mirror yearns 
my own acceptance .   

Who would  try and fix shattered glass 
There's one to many scattered pieces 
But I continue to  look in that broken mirror 
Knowing I'll never see myself any clearer 
Fuck it!!!! 
I'll wait for the sky to turn grey 
And watch the water from the rain wash my "no" progress away