Att gå igenom rädsla(baby I'm scared)

We got to stop meeting like this luv  
here in the interdimensional
web of astral dreams  
 
Sure its serene  
sure is pure  
sure is lust  
sure is what it is..intense vibrations  
timeless immortal, you know this though  
how deep this well goes  
 
You take my hand, gently guide me through it all, take me to the unseen  
It's a beautiful thing trust like this  
slap me about a little, tickle my fancies  
just enough so as I persue you to the next location on the cosmic clock  
You know where all the gateways lie  
I hold all the keys We gods of time  
 
Hold me a little longer  
Play a moment more  
Always the last dance  
 
This connection is undeniable  
be fools not to physically hook up now  
 
It's just I'm....terrified  
too damaged and fucked up  
worried I won't have the stamina  
to get my self to you, be easier to post  
myself a tiny piece at a time  
Baby I'm scared..ill have to fix myself  
on the run, fearful when I get there  
I'll collapse, all that healing come undone  
like silken threads caught on rusty nails  
dreading getting to you, being a useless  
mess laying in a wet pool  
 
I'll do what needs to be done  
I'll tie up the loose ends  
I'll find the strength for you  
I am ready my love