MY NIGHT WORLD NOW

I just to want to say from the bottom of my soul I know that I did you so wrong and you have all the right reasons, to want to leave me were you see me standing for I deserve all the things that you want to do to me say to me, for I deserve all of it for to have you crying after all I put you through with lies and secrets I truly don't deserve you in my life.                                                                          
                                                                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                    
For as I reflect upon that day and time in our life I have to admit even to myself now cause I was too a shame back then as I was a fool, to mess it up with you for you had my back when my so call friends and family didn't have my back when I was down.                                                                                        
                                                                                                                                    
                                                                                                                                    
For I cant blame know one eles but thyself for killing the one rose that saw my inner soul when I didn't even believe within thyself, for now this is my night world as you slowly disappear from my life and world to become a faded image of what i lost.                                          
                                                                     
                                                                     As I had to move on and you moved on also for since we haven't been together my soul has been lost between space and time and you have become gone faded into the abyss of never never land, but one thing I surely learn through this whole process of the break up of us, never take someone for granted for one day they would of had enough of enough in heart mind body and spiritual soul.