Still I Suffer

I suffer your absence
You linger here, like darkness to the fray
Clinging to my dreams
You haunt my sleep
Forever restless in my meloncholy
I carve my flesh in your name
For the gardens of what once was
Now silent in the maw of greif
I roll heavy stones to appease the need for suffering
These labours owed onto to you
I revel in madness and smile, bleeding in the dark