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Salty
so salty since I been out of school
been 15 years of life sucks dick
and the cool kids now look like shit
drugged up addicts
and I'm just trying to stay fit
before I hit the wall like they did
guess life is cruel to us all
primetime for me
was sleeping on hardwood floors
without a care in this fucking world
back in 1990 something
now I get told how to live my life
by people that look like california raisins
I swore that I would take on the world
now I feel like I been left behind
guess all I can do is bitch
so I guess I'll just bitch till my soul fades
hope one day I don't lose my damn mind
scream out at everyone
I fucking quit!
yeah, really hope I don't tell my family
I never loved them
because they never loved me
hope I never get the guts to pack my bags
and drive off a beautiful sunset
been 15 years of life sucks dick
and the cool kids now look like shit
drugged up addicts
and I'm just trying to stay fit
before I hit the wall like they did
guess life is cruel to us all
primetime for me
was sleeping on hardwood floors
without a care in this fucking world
back in 1990 something
now I get told how to live my life
by people that look like california raisins
I swore that I would take on the world
now I feel like I been left behind
guess all I can do is bitch
so I guess I'll just bitch till my soul fades
hope one day I don't lose my damn mind
scream out at everyone
I fucking quit!
yeah, really hope I don't tell my family
I never loved them
because they never loved me
hope I never get the guts to pack my bags
and drive off a beautiful sunset
Published 21st Jul 2019
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21st Jul 2019 9:27am
I left home at 15, and never really looked back, and now that I’ve just turned 40; I realise I have no regrets !
Family, are leeches, mostly. Sighs.
There aren’t too many family members I love; only a few in which I can count on one hand so don’t feel guilty if you ever tell them where to go.
It’s liberating to flip the birdy, and go your own way, especially when the sunset looks more beautiful than what might appear in that rear view mirror.
I can’t imagine what my life would’ve been like if I stayed, and endured all the BS. I probably would’ve remained an addict as an adult as opposed to a teen, truth be told.
The key to life is doing what makes you the happiest, the most !
Everyone else, must be placed secondary otherwise you’ll spend your whole life biting your tongue, and pleasing everyone else to your own detriment...💡
So. Take it easy, and do what’s right for you !
PS ~ I know you like women... 🌹🔥💙😎
Family, are leeches, mostly. Sighs.
There aren’t too many family members I love; only a few in which I can count on one hand so don’t feel guilty if you ever tell them where to go.
It’s liberating to flip the birdy, and go your own way, especially when the sunset looks more beautiful than what might appear in that rear view mirror.
I can’t imagine what my life would’ve been like if I stayed, and endured all the BS. I probably would’ve remained an addict as an adult as opposed to a teen, truth be told.
The key to life is doing what makes you the happiest, the most !
Everyone else, must be placed secondary otherwise you’ll spend your whole life biting your tongue, and pleasing everyone else to your own detriment...💡
So. Take it easy, and do what’s right for you !
PS ~ I know you like women... 🌹🔥💙😎
21st Jul 2019 9:48am
Have to keep yourself happy if you hope to make others happy. My life is good just people suck and make me frustrated lol. I left home and dropped out at 17 and was the best thing I could of done at the time. It was a life changing moment for the better. I eventually went back to school and so on which also was a great thing for me. The environment I was in wasn't a good one. I seen a world kind of bigger than the one I was in. Came a far way but life always has it's pains. Plus sometimes I just feel disappointed with the world as is. Maybe it's just my view, but it's hard to look away from just worldly issues. Can drive a man crazy lol
