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All In My Head, Blood Poisoning And Delirium (True Life)

*All details imagined due to dangerously high temperature:

I'm not dying - but I've done something terrible. Now I must spend the next ten years in a secure psychiatric Unit seventy miles away from London. I don't know where the Unit is exactly or who the staff are.

I keep searching for the staff but can only find a couple of them. It's strange how the security guard looks like the man who lives above my flat in Palmers Green. Also, the hospital grounds look strangely familiar too almost like the London North Circular. Yet, I'm seventy miles away from London.

An unfamiliar woman speaks to me. I don't know what she does but I don't like her much. After all, I asked what I can do here over the next ten years and she told me that there are occasional resident meetings. But apart from that, she said, I'll have to sit there quietly in my chair.  How boring.  I've got to get out of this place.  
                                                
                                          
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I don't know where my flatmate's gone. He still owes me money. Earlier, I went upstairs to talk to the security guard and he made me a couple of boiled eggs. He seemed to know me.  I think I'll be able to communicate with him like I used to with the man in the flat upstairs.  I hope so because I don't really know what's going on in this place.

I'm sleepy now and am lying down again.  They're telling me what goes on here.  They feed us vitamins and other nutrients by laser beams.  Almost like an advanced form of intravenous feeding. It sounds incredible.

I haven't met the other prisoners yet.  I think we're all in solitary confinement.  But if I try to communicate with the walls, I think I'll finally make contact with the others.  

I'm so tired now.  Must sleep  
Written by Lozzamus
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From my autobiography My Musical Journey (by Lawrence Estrey)
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