joy and happiness killer

god damn it the sky is so beautiful
the sun shining through the world
but you won't let it be in this "home"

happiness cannot stick with you
nothing you say and do can bring happiness to you
something simple works your nerves
drain the joy from my bones
no merrow just empty holes

why can't you get out of your fucked up ways
always want to take my happiness away
wtf is wrong with u
it's like you have nothing better to do
you see me smile and it eats at your brain
no happiness or joy can stay
im starting to hate your guts
just leave me the fuck alone
your miserable and nuts
mad because you can't get it up

you even lie and buy these stupid cups
go ahead and fake it until you can get enough
i hope your body gives up
you make me angry and now im so fucked up!
take that bullshit and shove it up your ass
who the fuck taught you to act like that
your a failure and will always be
even in your fucked up dreams
you'll never be happy
because you don't want to be!