immortal all natural woman

    
inside I'm hurting  
the Queen of nothing has fallen  
despised by the people  
with an ego befitting an arrogant goddess  
 
she twists within me  
I have no choice but write  
self-doubt and loathing assault me  
I hate parts of who I am  
why she chose me to speak through  
is a mystery to me  
 
aching grief of an immortal  
scorned by a god in the time before  
she vents coming through me full power  
possessing many lovers on Earth  
she seeks a King and equal  
 
pushing buttons to see who rises--  
her will is fierce don't spurn her  
she causes chaos in my life then departs  
the spirits whisper she is a tyrant  
 
she wields all natural magic  
the dark arts her native tongue  
she's weaving a spell right now  
do you feel her lure?  
 
she can't be brought to heel  
the deities no not where she originated  
nor where she permanently resides  
they get a bead on her then poof she is gone  
back into the aether
 
willful and cruel if you cross her  
but as gentle as a sunflower--  
when you get to really know her  
as for me, I love her  
in her light, I am immortal