A SAND BOX TRANSITION

Can I rap to you for a second as I express my most inner thoughts about how I truly feel and think about you for I know I am not much for words to say but I know I have to do what I need and want to do, if I am to prove how much I love you from my body and soul even my mind and heart for you changed me from the man I use to be for I no longer do I walk the streets at night or sit up in the darkness of night running through the thoughts in my mind looking for what I thought I needed in my life.                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                      
                                                                                                                                  For you've shown me how different life could truly be if I just let down my guards and open my heart like how I opened up my mind eyes to you as I let you enter into my sanctuary of my life, for I know I AM A HARD MAN TO LOVE for I don't mean to push you away from me times but you see when I love I love hard from the depth of my spiritual soul for I've had enough of the broken promises and meaningless words of nothing more and nothing less but lies.                                                                                                                          
                                                                                                                                  
For we get to a point in our lives when we put away the toys and step away from out of the sand box and make a real life deep decision about life for you are getting older not younger for its times to put away the toys, for when you get over the pain of the past and you learn to forgive not so much for them but for thyself life slowly starts to change, for the betterment of life so why hold on to what wasn't meant to be when what is to be stands within front of you as a future dream derfer filled with an unconditional love.