To be touched

Just a virgin, my mind surgin' with voluptuously eruptive emotions and a longing for love.. the eternal exchange of precious energy.
Yearning to be touched..
to reach for that tantalizing rush..
I've yet to put myself out there
and share my self with someone else
it's an urge I have alot though
as I feel a certain sexual surge
echo though my untouched being,
completely untouched..
A feeling always flowing
as the fantasy stays glowing..
I feel I must release this,
the sensation
 I spend a great deal of time visualizing.. a vivid image..
of intense intimacy.
Infinite embracement,
Eternal inspection
 of cosmic connections between 2 curiously colorful creatures ..
orgasmic obsessions..
one day a chance will come,
I'll no longer float in my fantasies
of a purely sexual scene
always seducing me
and the insecurities surrounding me will slowly slip away.

The idea of exploring existence with another being as well as exploring each other always seemed incredible yet almost unattainable to me.
I believe though that one day if that's what I really want, I'll find the other to obsess over.
Perhaps right now isn't the time but goddamn these visions of sexual excursions stay on my mind.