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Cut
I can't seem to hide my scars,
Because they're all on my arms.
Slashes and cuts written in skin,
Reminders of where I’ve been.
Inside my head's a chaotic scene,
So bad that I feel like I'm in a dream.
Terrified by what I'm feeling in every way
I just want to slice my arms like they were being filleted.
To end my life then and there and make sure I bleed out,
I used to cut to feel the pain but that’s not my motive now.
Because they're all on my arms.
Slashes and cuts written in skin,
Reminders of where I’ve been.
Inside my head's a chaotic scene,
So bad that I feel like I'm in a dream.
Terrified by what I'm feeling in every way
I just want to slice my arms like they were being filleted.
To end my life then and there and make sure I bleed out,
I used to cut to feel the pain but that’s not my motive now.
Published 30th Jun 2019
Author's Note
I’m so sad these days and writing about suicide eases my emotional pain...
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Anonymous
30th Jun 2019 4:40pm
I feel your pain. Been there
2nd Sep 2019 2:55am
been in this very spot. always reach out to those you trust or take a chance and talk to someone youve never met. It helped me. We all have scars some internal and some are all over the place. <3
24th Oct 2019 3:39pm
" I used to cut to feel the pain ... ... but that’s not my motive now "... 👍
Although that sounds helpless, one knows there are hopes.
Very good poem.
Although that sounds helpless, one knows there are hopes.
Very good poem.
27th Oct 2019 6:02am
27th Oct 2019 11:51pm
10th Dec 2019 6:53am
great sharing & a pleasure to read...!! well I love to write as well so please do comment/ review/ write your thoughts on my site too :)
