I caved in to the darkness

There is something I need to say,

And I’m searching for the best way.

I just don’t know how to let you know what I did when I was alone,

I just threw away all the hard work I put in to surpass this milestone.

I fell apart,

I can feel it deep within my soul and my heart.

I tried to fight it but the urge was just to strong,

Sometimes I just feel like I don’t belong.

Ive been feeling broken, like I lost all my hope and.. my sanity.

Trying so desperately to set all this free.

All this sadness, pain, hurt, loss, anxiety and loneliness needs to be released,

I craved the razor but maybe I should’ve just saw a priest.