the divorce pages~blue

 
blue ache has come upon me
colorful rain take my sadness from my soul
it weeps...I don't

indifference...all pretenses
I know I hurt you
in the end, it's you who needed me
I never saw that coming

love me a little less
tell me you'll be alright
my heart is heavy
I never wanted to hurt you

can you see me baby early twenties?
fresh and in love
it was going to be forever
cliche, cliche, cliche

I gave up on you
waited by the phone
when you were busy playing

you need dedication now that we're older
but you unleashed something inside me
once freed can't be put back
restless spirits calling the men to my bed

I'm no cheat--
still, you see the way they stare too long
gravitating to my pull

I'm blue baby...I match your eyes
reflecting back pain
I'm not heartless