Thoughts

Thoughts

The first time I saw you it was pure lust
your beautiful figure on the pool table

One glance it felt like you knew what was on my mind
a smile that disarmed my fears

The second time became quite clear
woman of substance
an artist to boot

The impossibility of intimacy lead me to confining my prurient intentions to my brain

Still realizing that your mere presence triggered desires and wants

Way you interacted with others
confident in your sexuality and yet classy

Then at the time my ultimate fantasy wrapped up in the caresses given to other women

Never construed your affections to be anything more then platonic

Confirmed by a night of karaoke and the twinkle of eye as your body melted into hers

Proud to say no extended delusions of grandeur and hopefully
not provoking red flags

For constant has been my desire to be in you
but never without your expressed agreement

So your essence is beyond my meager words but if fate be kind

You can reflect on whatever took place between us taking from that miles of smiles