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Demons too many at a time

Everyday,  
Demons, too many at a time around me,
That have already spoken
And two constantly
That I hear demon- like
And angelically, cherobe-like
 
Haunt my every nerve
My internal clock  
Goes haywire.
Too much  
Jitter and Jack
Can't take that!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
My head just  
Spins, spins, spins!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Daily to anything I hear
Yelled accidently my way
I'm ready to explode
With too much chit, chat, yelling, yelling
Screaming mad,
I'm just trying to make sense
Of my own  
Confusion
And loss
Trying to stay calm...
Trying to stay calm..
Trying to stay quiet...
Quiet!!!!!!!!!
Trying to not hear voices,
In my dreams, like a devil, and angelically
So I pop this pill
Thankyou God  
And I'm sorry
Every night
If I don't  
I won't make sense  
I'll fade away  
To darkness
And fear
Evil spirits attack
All entities
Constantly
I don't play with evil spirits
Or I'm lost
Go pop a pill
To hear my consciousness  
Being quiet
Written by Aptsky (Saira Audrey Furner)
Published
Author's Note
This poem is about hearing voices for a number of years now constantly in a number of ways not just external but internal at same time too multiplied times a hundred which is so overwhelming that I have to be on medicine or I won't be able to think or end up in hospitol.
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