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When speech is inadequate

You're so beautiful when your eyes are red- due to all that salt
within those many, many tears.  
I just don't feel the ocean, created by its cause.
 
That knife you hold - so seductive -
the way you press it down your own throat.  
So wicked, how it lights up your eyes  
makes em sparkle like never before.  
Only, I don't feel your despair.
 
You are yelling at Me, seem to be angry- your attitude is  
negative, threatening.  
Only, the movement of your lips brought Me into turmoil.  
As if enchanted I continue to observe.  
Therefore your words haven't been received.
 
From your lips I can finally conclude that you might be yelling  
you hate Me, can't stand Me.  
But from the movements your own body makes-  
I draw a completely different conclusion.  
Giving Me signs, not to believe what those precious lips might say.  
So I don't feel your hatred.
 
Suddenly the spell breaks for a while, so it seems

"Should I really go so far as to kill myself,  
before ever having Your attention?!" You are shouting out loud again... "
Would that make You see me!!"
 
But all I can think about is how horny you make Me.  
Forcing Me to absorb everything from you - in this scenario.  
Those words, so dark, so....Fuck..  
It seems impossible to think, although I do try to clear My mind.  
All I can picture, is how much I want to throw you on the floor,  
push My (plastic) hard dick inside your wet screaming hole.  
My hands pulling your hair. Your ear close to My mouth,  
telling how beautiful you are when you take matters  
into your own hands, sharing everything about yourself.  
So badly would like to see O/our vibrant bodies cum,  
accompanied by loud primal screams

But how can I tell you that I love you?  
When you constantly keep on looking the other way,  
as I keep on slamming My (plastic) dick inside of you.  
Following My unstoppable sexual aggression, entering you.
 
Unfortunately, My confession would have been too late....

As I lie here alone shaking & screaming,  
while every response from you fails.  
"You were special" I whisper softly....  
Stroking your hair... Catching My breath.
 
But you seem unable to listen.
Written by CArpeNoctem_ (CN_)
Published | Edited 19th Jun 2019
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