when caught between a rock and the next one

kicking it wasn't easy

physicals of it:
the pains, shits, vomits
too tired to sleep
too weak to walk  
too fucked to talk  
and the head played games
with self pity, with shame
with every other cunt is to blame  
the 'just one more time'
one more time and it'll be grand  
kicking the shit wasn't easy
at least this time  
most losses were light:
couple of grand  
couple of scars
managed to hide it
from most who mattered
kept my job, my car
my amp, guitar  
kicking that shit wasn't easy  
lost big with my soul
lost big with my soul
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