Four Walls

I am here,      
inside my four walls,          
singing to myself,        
worry about things and might have beens.        
I fear, for the first time,        
hoping it's the last,          
that I'll be scared of these four walls.        
     
Here I see sad stories,        
souls breathing hastily,        
like people praying in a church.        
But I hear,        
some are crying,        
some are dying too.        
Well, I just wish I'm somewhere else.        
         
While I'm here,        
I can't help but notice,        
the voices that claw me down,        
and the things that are so unreal to me.  
But at last,          
she has found me.        
She's with me now.        
When the time is right,        
it'll be alright.        
         
Still, I'm here,        
but now laughing with her,        
and not only by myself,        
We're dreaming dreams and planning things.        
I know no fear,        
in this lifetime.        
Just a feeling that it'll last,        
She's home now with me in my four walls.