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chrysanthemum

youíve all left
gone one by one
i wept because i slept
trying to avoid coming undone †
dying inside just for fun  
never to fill the bottomless void †
headed where iíll never see the sun  
this is my own choice †
besides thereís nowhere left to run or hide †
the last ride begins i rejoice before iíve begun to die †
hereís a one way ticket to my own demise †
i reside on this throne of bones all alone †
hiding from my sins iíve never atoned †
shining so bright, my crimson covers blown †
cast your stone, with all your might †
since youíve never known the life i chose †
how to maneuver through the night †
you have no home to call your own †
i will never dare to pretend to care †
that you were ever my friends †
you were never there to make amends †
my kingdom built on deceit & despair †
itís just a means to an end †
crumbling cause the burdens too heavy to bare †
now iím standing there with letters iíll never send †
what am i to do, i tend to get confused †
and consumed at the thought of losing you †
i never intend to transcend the lines of wrong and right †
spine crippled with a chill of fright †
i recommend that you do not attend †
you will die here because of me again  
 tonight all bones that bend will break in spite  
no matter how strong or the will to fight †
you descend into a purgatory state  
†that thereís no coming back from †
all that remains beside your grave †
is a blood stained chrysanthemum †




cpizzi
Written by cpizzi (Christian Pizziferri)
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