He has a heart that can’t be PM’d upon a template of divergence...

We're both a little less tolerant of the blatant head fuckery but we persevere with one another because we're fond of the way we starve one another, particularly at times when we need to nourish and nurture our being, upon one another.
 
These days are not for wasting unless I'm wasting away in the monogamous cellar of your fermented polyamory hatred, and you grin painfully yet devilishly at the thought of watching another man fuck me; not gently and lovingly, but brutally.  
 
A well hung man that leaves me split wide, and squirting gushingly as he ravishes me animalistically, and i don't care about the size of your pride because the gentleman in you will always win my affection and respect as tiny halos gift your lips.  
 
Unaware that that's what will enable you the platform to make me bleed for you to save your self from the parched planes in which you roam, delirious and oblivious to the mirages that keep you drifting, whilst i drown in the deep reservoir of your fumes in an attempt to salvage the only love i never tasted, in technicolor hues.  
 
Your heart auriferously hardened by moments you were never afforded, save the hours between dusk and dawn as we danced in the twilight upon messy sheets with messy hearts & minds, trying to cleanse ourselves with rubricated marks as i collected your first layer of dermis; from your arse to your shoulders, and along your ribcage as you left your rufescent blood drawn marks along the length of my nape.  
 
There’s no escaping the memory of you in the morning as you've marked my flesh as your own, and i surrender to the notion of atticism as you promote the secrecy of your hidden desires in blatant flashing peirian verses that illuminate sporadically like neon signs; amatively void of feeling yet your body language is reading from the same hymn sheet as mine.  
 
I’m reminded that i can’t place you on a project plan to scope the design concept of you & me; prior to commissioning and harnessing your heart to mitigate the risk of mine, whilst falling with divergent needs to hold you for the longest time.  
 
And, my heart hungers for his, selfishly !