Butterfly effect

Butterfly Effect

Time is the enemy of all
It kills more than an atom bomb
Bonds bombed by heat and pressure until they’re gone or given hollow purpose from a psalm
Like a body without a soul
Seeking to be whole but settling for holy
Because voids aren’t filled even after filling the church seat.
Arms of the cross broken for your peace.

Time is selfish.

Constant stress can not be why we have the breath
Our dualistic intellects are proof of the father
A spec of light in a world getting darker
I feel swallowed like a caged bird
With clipped wings trying to use his leftover feathers to transmute ink into gold

Why am I still here?

A burden grips my soul. With every loved one that passes
My heart becomes petrol
I walk into open flames
Reminded again
That this body is a chain
My souls been restrained
Since Gods been used in vein

We’re a kingdom of hearts chained to memories
Time turns allies to enemies
And lovers to fighters
I’ve found purpose in my son
Life feels dire but it wasn’t enough
All I see is some one for the world to admire
When I am cremated and fed to the fire

Im still mentally ill looking for a pill to fulfill this sickness. This sickness  that predates hieroglyphics In Kimet.
I spend a long time in the mirror gazing at it’s remnants as it withered. Life will never be what it once was
All I see is evol masquerading as love
Mirrors on faces behind mask as they judge
The butterfly effect, the R complex,
Social media programming cause and effect
Justice in judgement freedom meets bludgeons of opinions with no intent of discussion
I’m finally human because I feel like nothing
But dust that was reanimated
With A spirit that was recontaminated

I see a carcass raped and abused everyday for our food and our views. I feel like this is the end game and we’re the interlude
The youth being killed off with a point to prove
A point that was pruned into our hollow ambitions

Magnified by nanometals in food our force fed malnutrition