I’m Done Chasing Feelings

Coat my presence when all hope is gone      
At times when I feel I can’t go on        
May the mercy of an Angel's comfort lead me in the hymn of my spiritual Psalms        
I am your testimony your divine will        
My words, blows in the wind, on kness in the dark my tender heart spills        
I am so lost, I got it all, yet, my creed befalls        
My hands out to you as I stand proud and tall        
        
I need to ask you questions about this thing we call life        
And why the meek, always feels the whip of strife        
Why the good die young        
Yet, the injustice of man remains with wicked tongues        
Tell me what to do, where to go          
I am at the crossroads and I feel I am the only one towing my torn and battered soul        
         
Speak to me my Lord, please do not allow me to go to the way of the heathen        
If it comes down to me and Heaven, then take my last breath, and give me wings my heart can believe in        
No rest or shelter for the weary        
Left here to fend for ourselves when our eyes are red and teary        
By His stripes we were promised salvation, the future for some still appears so dreary        
         
There is no Ark, where is the covet of the rainbow        
You promised eternal life for the calling of good souls        
Who on this green earth, love, give of their heart to console        
Do you not hear the cries of damnation echoing down here        
Chants, prayers, testimonies, yet, you have not adhered, words seem to be falling on deaf ears        
         
Your children of the earth are running a race with the devil        
It seems a twisted mentality is our only resourceful weapon        
Turning the other cheek, only make others become cold-bloodied rebels        
         
The babies, still crying of hunger in the cloak of midnight        
The ten commandants, shattered on the altar of the wicked’ s plight        
Down here we just cannot seem to get it right        
The seal of Revelations has been broken        
Tongues wagging ill will, souls zombified, the core of humanity not even spoken        
Dead minded and lost hope when it comes to being spiritual awoken        
         
I’ve fell down to my kness        
Is this cup of my offering you have ordained for me        
Oh, God where are you, we need a sign        
Death to the last breath, no heartbeats, yet, where is our, heart, soul, and the remembrance of our minds        
Does it reside in Heaven, or in Hell        
As wandering sheep on this earth, one could never tell        
         
Send the symbols in the constellations in the majestic skies at night        
Even the stars, moon, the sun gets shelter from the face of the earth, in the beaming of spiritual light        
Oh God I’m done chasing feelings        
I need the warmth of your deliverance, for all the healing I’ve done, my daily humble dealings        
         
I’m losing faith in the last days        
On my knees, Oh God, I will continue to pray        
Spirits lead my temple home        
Keep my sold intact wherever it may roam        
         
If I shall die before, I awake        
I bless over my soul, My God to take        
         
Selah