Scared

Scared.
She is scared.
Scared of what he'll say next.
Scared of how she'll make it up to him because it totally was her fault, right?
When she needed him most, he wasn't there.
When the lightning struck and the thunder boomed, he did nothing.
When mommy didn't want her anymore, he sighed and pour a glass of wine.
There is no love.
He knows no love.
Not when it's plain on her face.
So many tears wasted on his selfishness.
So many years trying to get away.
Too many times she took to self hatred.
She is scared.
Scared.