A Dip of depression

Now I dip
On a lake
 
Now I float
What is warmth?
 
I look above
Stars held no meaning.
I gaze above
Simply no beauty than the forgotten.
 
I pass a lip
to no one
Feeling lonely
I hate.
Feeling useless
I hate.
Feeling hopeless
Can't help about it.
 
Now I dip deeper
I pass an eye to a reflection
Pale, fragile, lifeless.
That was me.
I hate, I love you.
 
Now I hate, I love you.
All this, myself.
Drowning a lifeless me.
 
Dip, dip,  
All I ask, my lip.
A dip, a lip.
Drowning in the endless deep
I dip as I always do.
Deeper and deeper to abyss is.
 
A lip for the abyss, a dip for myself