Nothing has to be fair

Never the adventurous one,
 never the risk taker,
 never the game changer,
Always.. the stranger..
Sometimes prone to anger,
releasing the rage, full blown fury
 filling me up cause I constantly worry,
mind always in a hurry,
emotions swirling furiously, hurling me into the inner absurdity.

Hyper aware yet
reluctant to care.
Still realizing nothing has to be fair,
Not everything will go your way,
 maybe it's not for me to say but
 at the end of the day if you're breathing, you shouldn't be grieving just cause what you believe in failed you.
Still your soul's probably
 seething to be seen, for you to escape this machine like style of existence and that takes persistence and will power to progress.
It's just a phase, a stage we all must stand upon .
Experience
Existence
Before you're
Gone.