Malignant creatures

This indecisive decision
Has become a great dilemma
Should I explore through my confusion
Or swallow your sweat saliva
Should I acknowledge your cruel intention
Or flow into a peaceful comma
Long ago while In bed I witnessed something dead inside you,
strange I said in dread
Did I imagine you change or was it in my head?
But through the turmoil I watched you shed
Your mortal coil when you impaled
your rusted dull dagger, further in deeper and farther
How clever it was of you my former lover
Even the echoing sound of your laughter
Was as sharp and sinister as a dagger
Mocking the steps to my stagger and swagger
But long have you had a history of being a backstabber

So please tell me again what it was that you had said
That you loved me intimately when we were in bed
Tell me again how you loved the way I bled
Change how I am till I'm alone and dead
Stupid narcissistic little bitch
Fucking self indulgent piece of shit
As you said this was it
Come lover, come hither before I wither
I'll make you shake and shiver
Make you flap and flutter like no other
Always so self reliant
Always so very defiant
Now defy and deny
Live your fucking lie
Explain again that you were high
But i don't buy your stupid lie
So long and good bye!
Deep down I felt you slither
Behind my back I've heard you whisper.
you hiss malignant creature in a gesture
Deep down, I watched you change
You turned into a dreadful creature