Circles

My heart is softening
The feeling is so strange
Forgiving comes natural
Hate somehow rearranged
 
My reflection isn't speaking
Before, it would outright lie
Made me listen to the glass
Instead of utilizing eyes
 
I have been in consant fear
Because I don't want to know
Beckoning across countless fields
Your sending me bright signals
 
And the simple sight of me
Sickened me to my core
Thinking of how all the lies
Fucked up what we had before
 
The truth has always been
You and I part in the winds
But we always return again
To cover both our world's in sin
 
Should I swim?
Reach you, then?
Meet you halfway
Like it's always been?
 
Or do I sit  
With your scent  
Simmering around me
What's your intent?
 
'Cause I'm suffering
Inching
Closer to you in my mind
It's maddening
Because the product of us
Sets every realm that's close on fire.