maybe i should show you my poetry

i am scared
of you getting to know me
i am afraid
of your need for stimulation

still i fucked you
and i know it was all me
my desire
your salesmanship
you wanted what i wanted and if not for you

it would have happened so differently

when you talk too much i can see you think it makes you look
more dominant more at ease
like you can speak to anyone its not
a big deal its not
out of your way its not

tinged with fucking sex like it is

the most intimate connection of your life like it might be
like it could be
are you afraid of me?

no

but you know i expect fear

no

you are not afraid but nervous
i madeyoumine you madeyourself
available for mine and that's what matters

oh soon, soon i promise
you're my biggest weakness
you're my secret enhanced protein bar
my sniff in the toilet
i am stupid enough without

you

or your fucking drugs
not that i say no
if you press me


dont make me cry
i'll kill you