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Can't fucking sleep, Son of a bitch.

It feels like the worst part of you is what is defining me.
I can't rid myself of you.
I can't fucking sleep.
Cold sweats drip from my eyes.
I only have the power to weep.
You are a bigger monster than the dolls of death.
I only served you in the end to coddle your vanity.
At the cost of my sanity.
I hate everything you've done to me.
Cold sweats from my eyes tell me not to sleep.
I hate everyone,
who will never see.
The demon in you that haunts my,
fucking dreams.
Die!
 
I want you fucking gone.
Away from me.
The drugs never did anything but,
separate you from me.
In your grasp,
it fucking seems.
Even in your sorry death,
you still haunting me.
 
FATHER,
FATHER,
FATHER!!!
 
Burn in hell,
for years of shame,
that you think you've escaped from but,
the devil sees.
You!
 
 
I can't fucking dream,
Without you on me.
Darkness is my best friend,
In my fantasy.
I can't go on
in this fucking dream.
Wake me up Lord,  
Take him away from me.
Away from the air,
That that I scream to breathe.
Rip this demon from my soul,
and let me see,
 
Who?
Are You?
 
Son of a bitch times two is me.
I can't run away from the demons,
That try to define me.
In the form of chemical.
I ran away from you,
when you  was you trying to make me you.
 
You've worked your lack of charm,  
and now I see,
That freedom from your greed,  
Is everything in sobriety,
Clear!!!

The way!
 
I'm coming through,
You will never get to me.
Darkness is my friend,
and life is my fantasy.
 
You've lied yourself in a pit of,
My fantasy,
Demons won't you scream?
You want a piece of me?
Let me have the rest,
Of what you want from me.
You are mine.
You are mine.
I own You!
 
Die!!!
 
Die!
 
Cold sweats from my eyes,  
Keep me warm,
Flickering a new switch,
Inside of me.
Demons talk to me off of seven grams,
and my angel puts me to sleep.
Deep in the Amazon the demon talks to me.  
When I come two I see faith in me.
Duality!!!
 
Is my sanity.
 
You've died without your humanity.
 
Father.
 
Rest in piece.
With out me.
Can't you see?
 
I'm moving on and out,
Away from the demons that try to define me.
 
FATHER!
 
I can't fucking sleep.
You try to talk me.
Your words as cold as the tears I weep.
Die!
 
Fuck off.
 
 
Deep in the Amazon,
The demons talk to me,
My angel can't fucking sleep.
 
On guard 24/7
Awaiting heaven,
Stepping stone for you,
is fucking me.
Now I am walking over your corpse,
In my fantasy,
Reality doesn't differ.
Poetic justice must be real,
and Karma is my gal,
She rocked your world,
Demons try to kill,
But they run into me!
 
You don't get it yet.
I'm everything you hate about yourself in life.  
So I use your pain and get rid of mine.
 
Even on nights like this you still try to talk to me.
Words oh so cold,
It's like you were next to me.
 
Poetic Justice,
Can it be ?
These demons try to define me.
I walk away not looking back,
Walking to a portal that brings you back to me.
 
Embrace the pain!
I won't run away.
I've found joy in sobriety.
 
I CANT FUCKING SLEEP,  
and I'll tell you what,
You ain't killing me.
 
Rest in peace!
 
 
Jonny212
Written by Jonny212
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Author's Note
When I put my family life in perspective it seems that blood doesn't mean anything, and real love never betrays. I'm just finding solace in being my own.
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