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Awakening
Awakeness in a frozen mental frame.
Sending me more mad in the brain.
I seem to want to cut myself off.
Reality so pointless.
Daydreaming so pointless.
My whole awakening of being.
Fractured in the making.
People always taking.
Everything. My life. No dreams.
Just an answer to the questions they scream.
Me. Me.. I'm weightless.
Ready to fly off the edge.
You won't understand.
You're not in this awakening.
You're not on the path.
You won't understand why I want to end it.
Unless you do... then what did you do.
They say it's the law of attraction.
Bring in the positive energy flow.
I see no point in a world like this.
With beings like this.
I'm neither woman or man.
I am a being.
We all cycle the same.
With senses , with emotions.
Awakness in a frozen state.
My life I debate. I shouldn't debate.
For this thought just manifests in my mind.
I don't want to die.
I don't want to have "PTSD"
Looks alarming don't it... ironic.
I couldn't be more of a joker if I tried. Brutal honest spew.
The awakening in me could be so great.
If only... if only the fucking war and games would end.
Stop the terrorizing.
Suicidal rage , hiding my face.
Staring at the blink in my eyes. ~~Time to run away~~
Published 23rd Apr 2019
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17th Aug 2019 7:26am
All types of awakening are never meant to be easy
even a spiritual one that i experienced after 9 / 11 and had to have the company of a friend stay with me for several days so i would still be here on planet earth.
I hope You found a phone number to the Help You need. There are many out there willing, wanting to help.
You spilled the logic and emotions well in this dark spill
even a spiritual one that i experienced after 9 / 11 and had to have the company of a friend stay with me for several days so i would still be here on planet earth.
I hope You found a phone number to the Help You need. There are many out there willing, wanting to help.
You spilled the logic and emotions well in this dark spill
