Vintage Timekeeper

Wasting time
daydreaming about an alternate past
the could've been
shit that never mattered until now
fantastic fantasies of the better me
one thats more than laughing screams
shatter my hopes with reality
the time is now, not then  
so I guess its fuck you to what
could've been, this is it the real deal
my life the one I dont like,
the one that is,
a ticking past of tocks