Walk Away....

I waited for an apology
One that never truly came
My mind said let it go and keep it pushin
But, my heart was devastated  
I built you up
In my mind
What a big let down
I always knew  
Never to put my trust in man
But,  
You were different
You were one of a kind
But,
Turns out
You are not the rare commodity  
I thought you to be
What a rude awakening
 
Felt the love to the depths of me
But, perhaps I was just projecting
And it was the depth of love I had for you
That I was feeling
Held you on a pedestal
You could do no wrong  
In my eyes
Thought you to be the perfect gentleman
Turns out
You’re just an undercover piece of shit
Thought you embodied all that a man should be
But as I watched the layer’s peel back
You’ve proved to be a boy
Trapped in a man’s body instead
 
You’ve handled our situation-ship in such an immature way
Can I be honest
Something you forgot to do along the way
You turned out to be such a disappointment
Nothing like I imagined
Glass broken
Shards everywhere
Cuts and deep wounds you caused me
But watch me as I bandage myself
Wrap my heart up
& tuck it away
 
Watch me as I turn  
And  
Finally walk away
 
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