Broken

I haven't felt this happy
in years,
it's like the blue and red originated
here -
Colours I just hadn't seen before
like the dog that is ever colourblind.

I haven't been so trusting,
it's like the cloudy sky declines
and the Sun somehow comes out for Spring
though it's still Winter
in the sky.

I suppose the last few years
have been quite hard
falling for one man
who was falling apart
and as a result trying to hide
in the green of anyone elses eyes.

Days have passed
and I am riding
a train to anywhere but here,
a train to somewhere I'm not sure of
but it's nice to not be tied to the lines
ready to be...