Imaginary Friends/Beta Wave?

Sat up on the roof telling stories of abuse  
Or our fears of falling loose  
Or sweet memories of youth  
 
And laugh and cry all night  
Til we shiver and head inside  
Let’s do this again, maybe next weekend, I’m so glad to call you a friend  
 
And then I’m alone  
And it was all a dream  
It’s never happened before  
I’m never quite what I seem  
Sometimes I just want to scream  
So I Dive in a world that’s all just make believe
 
And I probably watch too many movies  
But I never went to high school  
And we’re running every night to catch up with what our parents say is right  
And maybe I’ll find somebody else  
who’s trapped in their cells, in the mind’s Hell  
Someone pretty messed up too
But it’s not you.
Or you.  
Or -
 
I hear a car outside  
With the one door that is white  
It’s all too good to be true  
They’ve all forgotten who I am  
 
I think maybe if I could drive  
I’d go to parties every night  
Even if so, everyone knows  
I’d wish I’d stayed inside  
 
Where I’m alone  
With my dog and my phone  
It’s every day  
I’m never quite okay  
Sometimes I just want to fade;
So I dive in world where there’s no beta wave  
 
And I probably watch too many movies  
But I never went to high school  
And we’re running every night to catch up with what our parents say is right  
And maybe I’ll find somebody else  
who’s trapped in their cells, in the mind’s Hell  
Someone pretty messed up too
But it’s not you.
Or you.  
Or -
 
Let’s forget about it  
Forget what I said  
Let’s forget about it  
Forget what I said  
Let’s forget about it  
(Let’s fade away)  
Forget what I said  
(No more beta waves)
Let’s forget about it  
(Let’s fade away)  
Forget what I said  
(No more beta waves)