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Innermost Desire Part 2

It’s never gonna happen,
It’s never gonna happen,
And there’s absolutely nothing I can do.

The circumstances don’t fall into place,
I try too hard to win the race,
But all I’m always feeling is my heart’s pull.

Innermost desire,
I thought I had been so sure.
Innermost desire,
I don’t know you anymore.
Innermost desire,
I want to go up so much higher,
And higher, and higher, and higher,
I won’t stop or look back down
Until I catch on fire.
And higher, to fire, won’t tire.
Every little thing I think –
What if it’s just the liar?
What if it’s just my innermost desire?
Now I feel just how far away
I am from you, my innermost desire,
Could I get closer every day
To you? Are you true, my innermost desire?
Past the horizon there somewhere.
Innermost desire,
I’ll have to do what I most fear.
Innermost desire,
I feel a fool to trust in you,
But, innermost desire,
It’s exactly what I want to do,
Get near to you, my innermost desire,
Whose path I walk in so much fear.
Sometimes the path’s not even here.
And it seems I’ve nothing but my mind
From which I can’t escape, I cannot see outside.
And, innermost desire, I always tend to lose the line
In thinking of you all the time.
My innermost desire, you are everything to me,
Innermost desire, I don’t want to ever be free.


September, 2005
Written by PhantomPhace
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