self-experience of change

(like a serpent at my temple)
  
   
I had a strange experience  
that caused an urgent will to write  
about that days to make some sense  
out of confusing nights  
   
I saw myself reflecting me  
and discovered something new  
got curious at first to see:  
a vein at my temple cued  
   
for frightening dangers for my health  
scaring me who faced his fears  
two days to leave my former self  
because a new one had appeared  
   
      ---  
   
like a serpent at my temple  
a strange sign appeared to be  
a foreboding to reassemble  
underlying tendencies  
   
like a symbol from my future  
growing out of my farewells  
releasing me into a new pure  
spiritual heaven-and-hell  
      a stream of blood, a pulsing vein  
      experiencing my self again
      within a somehow changed new skin  
      as one with doubts and  
            everything else  
   
      ---  
   
to face a life I don't know how to live  
      but I will survive through  
            the meaning that I give  
to the life I wonder how to live  
   
I find a life by discovering my trace  
leading to an unknown fate  
no time, no place,  
      don't hesitate  
to inhale what you cannot embrace  
and exhale to leave the presolved maze