pain burns my heart

We live in times of sorrows and grieve,
our lives are made of strugles and strive.
We go miles trying to survive.
Tears out do the joy we have,
I forgot how to be happy,
my face now a shadow of sadnes,
it cant recall the curves of a smile.
Fury burns inside me.
Burning my heart down with anger.
Sadness has deleted my happy memories,
i now envy my cries,
the silent cries in the cold nights,
with tears soaking my pillows.
All these have become a part of me.
Now i live in fear,
in hatred of a new day.
I long for darkness to cover my shame,
I long for rains to wash away my tears.