was it more a mental or
an emotional thing?..
what was the percentage of influence
from either field of movement?
what was the determinate catalyst
that moved her reasoning..shifted paradigms for her?
how could she effortlessly reconcile
obsession faith and sex...
and create her own self styled religion..
her own belief system?..
''so what'' she said
it seemed careless at the time she uttered it
but to underestimate her level of consciousness
within these endeavors of intimacy
interwoven with prejudice and trauma
would have been a grave mistake..
[emphasize the word grave]
it must've been her inner-clarity
that spoke the theater of her soul
with the rarity of a diamond roughed from
the sands of anonymous would be courtiers...
former looters of her precious booty...
posed as perfect suiters..
perhaps she knew
the truth of them before he did
she was always his zealot-lover poised
at the zenith of a mountainous landscape
where all else existed beneath their concerns
waiting for him to reach symbiotic heights..
in his own time of course..
he was once the jack of many trades
but he would master only her in the end
serving as the prime location for his vocation
through levels of expressionism and acceptance
through appreciation and respect
reciprocity and redemption...
in 360 degrees she would share
her sexuality..her sensuality..and her spirituality
dare textures of her darkness with him
drink the shadows of his throbbing mysteries
swallow all of his bitter sweetness
as testimonial proof of her prized fidelity
she gave it up...gave him her all
answered the call of her wild
each and every time his wolf would howl
cuz she knew of things before he did
that's why it was so easy for her to spread eagle
for his eagerness and let him play
his own brand of 'catch up'