Let Me Save It.

So full of questions.
 Emotions burning my brain like scorched earth.
Tortured with answers.
Seeing any solution to devalue my worth.

All I've known is this.
I hear your pain and your strangled life.
I still love you.
You push towards numbing to end all strife.

I've broke you.
I know this distance was my correlation.
You've killed me.
The torture we feel shares no relation.

I've been on the ledge too many times.
I'm pleading to you, take your hand in mine.
I've been under the rock that keeps you from breathing.
You're not alone, I'll keep you from seething.
Your monster keeps pushing me away.
I'll always fight. I'll always stay.
Don't drown in the depths of despair.
Its a problematic place, I use to swim there.

I am no knight, I have no sword.
Just come with me now, and you can grow old.
My gift to you. I'll always love.
Even when your monsters drown me in the mud.