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From the view of insecurity.

Coral.
I don't know why you try. what are you hoping is going to happen, that someones going to come and save you because guess what... that hasn't happened so far so how long are you going to wait for someone else to step in. you were meant to be able to do this yourself, everyone else does. your a failure in everything you do.
you hide behind excuses when in reality all your doing it putting off the things you want to do. you push people away because you feel like they wouldn't want to know you when it should be them who makes that choice. you never put yourself out there because your scared. but what of? you never know yet you refuse anyway. the amount of things you've missed out on must make your friends not want to invite you which is why they've stopped.
you've been saying for years that your going to finally fix your weight and yet every day you sabotage yourself knowing full well what your doing.
people look at you and they notice all of the tings that you do, the way your hair always looks a mess, your skin, the way your always looking at the ground and they think that your weird. they think theirs something wrong with you which is why no one wants to be near you.
you are never good enough, your family know it, the people at college know it as well. they can see that your a fake. they know just as well as you do that your not good enough and you never will be. you are a disgrace to your mum who's done nothing but help you and to your dad who pretends to care about you but you know that he only takes you when he wants to and he only does it because he feels like he has to.
the person you call a best friend? yeah shes only friends with you because she doesn't know how to tell you that she would much rather the two of you weren't friends at all. she doesn't care when you talk because your boring and you never do anything.
you are and always will be a nobody and you know it. your not good enough for anyone. you couldn't even be normal if you tried.
i'm sick and tired of dealing with you and we're the same person so how do you think others feel.
GROW UP.
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