I'm  living in now

Now ,
what is now
I don't know how I'm suppose to give a damn when I got beats all-round my head.
is it dead?
Am I alive?
Can I  thrive?
stay alive
survive?
I cant die?
I have to keep on
living
giving my all
and it all falls around me
zombies ground me
i wont die!
living a truth
living for you
all I need is you to give me what I been for follow
die with me ?
cry with me?
my words
take one
take u on
I wanna  take u on
be one with ya
coming with ya.
She gonna get ya
you spit her out
she come around preaching her bullshit
you got to tell her to hit  the road
and go,
go
to where she take you
escape you
lost in you
we are terrified in me
i see you eyeing me
like candy baby!

You got me lost in me.
i just want to live inside you to survive you,
alive with you?
 
i would for you
live 1 thousand lives of lies of lives
 
only 1

for you!
burn with you,
take me with you break me with you.
give you fruit.
 
take me to where we left off,
i cant seem to recall the last time i lived in this time
of times
many of crimes.
gift to you
from me.

im lost in me.
 i see.


dancing moves ,grooving my joint to where it can't get to you?

you?

who are u???
Are you ME?

party with me .
Stay alive with me.
thrive with me?

 die with me?

why cant you see this only a dream to me?
A lie to you!

They cry to you.
die with me.
You cant even break

even


even I'm stuck in blank page of nothing but what u think makes shit real.


I DON'T EVEN know the feeling of now.

and i don't wanna bow to shit,

Im all down to shit down to my downy drips.
Now my crippled?
my hizzle
for shizzle
nizzle
If I smoke this izzle would it tizzle my mizzle,
into your mistletoe,

she would though
If she could fool
couldn't fool
all of
us


and then we dance to you
baby


you cant be
you
you
cant  be?
me?
if I see? me?
then am I you?
to the you?
of  foolish you's
you
only you
u
and I
can stay alive as I thrive and i want to be more than alive to survive.

I want to groove to you
and you to to me
 I lives
I die
I die
Needing your love baby.

lies
lies

I'm loosing my mind to the eyes  

dance to me.
lose to me?
come with me?
I need you now.
to shadows know.

i know I can end you here.