BitchBaby

Funny how you think  
You think?
Gotta have  
the tools for that  
You are a tool  
Empty box  
is all you've got  
Mine is full  
of my rage  
about to bust  
outta my cage  
You've never seen  
my fangs  
beneath a smile  
vile  
deception preparing  
a reception for you  
What will you do  
when I snarl and pounce  
Smoke another ounce  
you fucking hillbilly  
junkie  
Never made it to  
high school flunkie  
I outwit you on every level  
Going to bury you  
with my lyrical shovel  
No longer  
will I live in disgrace  
from your manipulation
and lies  
I'm finally going  
to cut these ties  
that bound me to you  
A slave trained  
to bow down to  
all the control  
you once had  
Nothing left now  
dad  
Daddy, husband and thief  
I'm done being filled  
with all your grief  
and stealing my life  
and my dreams  
Go to sleep baby  
hearing the screams  
of laughter  
as I destroy  
all you think  
you have  
Rub me down  
in your tears  
The best healing salve  
that a woman can claim  
from a marriage  
of disdain, disrespect  
discourse and disgust  
as your metal-urges rust  
in the reign of the pain  
poured out  
from my wrath  
And it's so sad  
that this flies  
over your head  
Already dead  
in your soul  
heart and mind  
and yet  
still I can't find  
any evidence  
of any of these  
So just please  
go find a tutor  
mentor or mother  
who can explain  
what I'm saying  
so you can discover  
the truth  
Never found  
in your youth  
What love really is  
because  
you never learned  
about second chances  
and you're measured  
by your actions  
not the circumstances  
that you blame  
Wake up  
from your dream  
Fucking psycho  
Asshole  
Go to hell  
it's all you know  
anyway, ain't it so?  
That's what I thought  
There isn't anything  
you know  
Except to be a little pussy  
sucking off my toes  
So, hush  
little bitchbaby  
don't say a word  
Mama's going to finish  
with these final words  
I loved you like a rock  
but you  
cast the first stone  
Now look at yourself  
Nothing there  
all alone