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[ NaPoWriMo - 2019 Collection ] Proverbs
For in much wisdom is much grief:
and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
~ Ecclesiastes 1:18, Holy Bible, KJV
Forward
What is a Proverb
but common sense—
recorded experience
of life and legacy
for the next generation
to heed the cause
Through patterns we create
an anthology; pithy compilations
outlining morality—
behavioral blueprints
drafted from Being—
advancing or repeating
dependent upon attaining
vibrations attracted
by our very thinking
Each volume rests
in the great Library Room
of Elysium; contained herein
are mere observations . . .
or perhaps, memory
I. Nature’s First Green
i Wisteria in Snow
April's green linen jacket
donning Saucer magnolias;
marbled pink umbrellas
of scented organics
Cocooned Wisteria unfurl
lavender wings from dormancy—
inverted hyacinth sleeping
as bats over a lambent lawn
Then, snow—unannounced;
her magnetics appealing
to vulnerable blooms;
their frost bitten corolla
so once brightly birthed
darkened now by touch.
What we learn letting go—
surrendering our lives unto fate
is the price for knowledge:
experience, inevitable death
wisdom through rebirth
ii Wisteria in Sun
Light paddled
between visibly amassed clouds—
golden oars dissipating
vapors of falling flakes
Violet larvae surviving
the unannounced invasion
stretched from their cocoon
into a warm rescue
Those defoliated, shriveling
death glistened black—
crepe papered flora, oiled
mummified in afterlife
Seasons advance regardless
break boundaries before them;
I think Normandy, soldiers
far as one could see—
all relentlessly pursuing
freedom despite bullets
bodies, and bloody beaches—
Victory eternally guaranteed
by its Survivors
iii Wisteria in Wind
so it lingered past March
that zephyr's chilled contact;
shifting growth as an ocean current;
wisteria swinging upside down—
purple scales under sunlight
shimmering from afterbirth;
mimic schools of fish, turn all at once
amid erratic bull kelp bush—
a chrysalis network, plum bulbs
promising more fruit to come—
hatchlings for beauty's sake
before death stakes its claim
crowning something else Life;
some recall burgeoning lavender—
others only shriveled flora;
neither view can alter Truth
because their vines remain
seeds rooted in earth:
second-sight chances
coming round again by birth
iv Wisteria in Rain
April torrents, deluged water walls—
vertical curtains sweeping yards;
ban hammered drops shattering
against concrete earth;
sodden clusters, heavy like grapes
leaking rainwater from lavender flesh;
umbilical cord vines writhe—
twisted spines among hedgerows
Slow motion waves roll caterpillar bushes
under command by winded rain
chanting upright, floral prophecies:
Tulip, Daffodil, Hyacinth, Peony;
but, first, Wisteria at prayer—
extravagant florets, corky bark,
velvet seed pods meditating
simultaneous, ritualistic, gratitude,
mirroring palm fronds, fully humbled
for Spring's triumphant coming—
no less blessed or holy
than Jesus entering Jerusalem
on the bones of palms
v. Wisteria in Sunset
Leaking lavender blue
ribboned oil jettisoned
across the treeline;
fuschia decadence bleeds
Sunset's burnt sienna
against greenery—wisteria
ladies in waiting, Geisha
heads bowed ceremoniously
Evening retirement, Ra
fully adorned, regal-robed
purple flowing after him—
Chinese corollas wait,
twined counterclockwise
amid hedged American holly—
dusk pulling them behind
its sooty stole, an ashen twilight
Flora burgeons from within
survives multitudes of darkness—
yet remains wholly bloomed
throughout their appointed term
Before death transposes color,
leaving a twisted cork vine
shriveling above ground
until another lifetime;
As humans, failing to blossom
into our destined purpose
vii Wisteria through the Window
Head chains, dangling violet flora
adorning branched hair;
beyond lies tangled squirrel nests
sleeping bats, all silhouetted
against cloaked age-rings
with century-old secrets.
Last week chrome yellow leaves
crowned barren lit barks at dawn.
Now, phthalo emerald adjusting
its wordly afterbirth, life in flight—
revolving doors, seasonal returns
nonstop: Evolution - Death. Birth.
Amid transforming chaos
quiet beauty reigns- Wisteria,
blue amethyst telegraphs
signalling through windows—
heralding ceasefire to winter feuds;
transmitting warm deliverance
great tidings of joy dissipating blood
for those who waited faithfully
regarding lovers, or fathers returning
from war — as promised they would
vii Wisteria in Death
Glorious their banners!
flying seasonal splendor;
burgeoning armies growing—
championing a maiden's honor
Its climbing carpet, lavender
observes atop trellised decks
germination by drunken bee—
upon both rose, wildflower alike
Such is short-lived, this sight
—as numbered days decrease;
soon the bark shall release
withering floral debris
Prolific tendrils molting
hollowed cicada shells;
parents with an empty nest—
having only memories now
How our lives do mimic
Wisteria in death—
where measurements of time
are equally given to each
It lies within us, choice—
purpose, focus, and joy;
without which we become
but angry, bitter seeds
alienated from happiness—
future lifetimes on "repeat"
viii What Remains
Advancing heat—billowing
wind more warm than cool;
languid moods anticipate
our hottest recorded summer
Remaining hours from spring
await their appointed time;
charted blossoms emerging—
pollination still alive;
Wisteria's corked bark dangles
emptied, dormantly asleep—
dolor until another lifetime
when reward will double its fruit;
having lived so fully
this incarnation of now—
wholly offering forth
as seasonal beauty does;
releasing without contempt
that which must always go;
faithfully returning each season
heralding cyclic growth:
these are lessons for Us
about life, love, and trust—
open hands—acceptance
in what cannot be controlled
II. The Giving Tree
i. A Sapling's Tale
So begins a tale
from one fertilized seed
gestating in winter's tower
beneath fortressed leaves
April's placenta'd heaven
burst forth, drenching soil
splitting pod, liberating root
delivered the sapling to earth
Pollen gifted it yellow—
symbolizing lighted growth;
its patterned bark would never
know such darkened world
Wisteria's withered fronds
floral-scented dropped—
became petaled carpets
protecting during frost
Mother tree, central hub
mycorrhizal networking snag—
nurses infant radicels
with carboned nutrients
Ancient matron, transmitting
conifered messages of wisdom—
vibrational being, sentinel sage
ensuring her species survival
How parallel are we humans
regarding our next generation
ii. History
Everything is beautiful
from soil level, crowned
ancestors, cacophonies
sung by busy insects;
boned branches crack
under an animal's weight
distant cousins, perhaps
same species, nonetheless
Growth dissipates light—
canopy leaves filtering sun
shield against rain and wind
protecting their young
I was born prior to houses
surrounding this land;
survived construction workers
felling generations before me
Descendants, now wooden walls
housing Be—ings, providing
raised floorboards, crown molding
wood stoves for warmth
But, there were forests—
forgotten languages; distress
signals about drought, disease;
mycorrhizal networks of family
Think not you are invincible—
something stronger always exists:
nuclear weapons, human ignorance
Mother Nature's wrath
iii. Evolution
Growing up in shadows
countered with light, I observed;
infancy of seasons-
how they matured
Oftentimes struggling
for life - surrendering to death;
this brightly new hope crushed
underfoot by a playing child
Floods, drought, man's
touch, machine intervention
grading access roads—
animals stripping bark
What else can we do
when rooting inward:
immobile, small, dependent;
realizing destiny deals her cards
Some draw an ace, perhaps
hearts - bearing fruit;
others, not so lucky—become axed—
remains burned, or body used
From birth none know their fate:
flora, fauna, animal, human;
it's been said:
"Only good die young"
But you're wrong;
elderly are wizened resources
too often forgotten and ignored
iv. Appointed
I wasn't planted by hands
but earthen sod, soft
from rain; a footstep
pushing me underground
Then darkness, perhaps cold
who can remember centuries ago
those mysteries of the womb—
how bones and branches grow
Survival becomes nature's lottery—
her die casted declaration war
upon life's lot; roots choking
out each other's passage rites
Life is precarious; no breath
guaranteed between breathing—
that empty space deciding
whether you continue living:
suffer felling, cleared
for constructed death;
because strength knows
nothing more than weakness
about our appointed days
be it nature or man—
despite charting them ourselves
v. Purpose
When nature comes foraging
on your forest skin—
you breathe, willingly submit
as squirrel, raccoon, deer,
bear scratching its back
across our roughly hewn bark—
bird, chipmunk, roosting owl
red tailed hawk, circling—
masking carnal appetite
for his daily bread
Steadfast Sentinels
even unto Death
until creation fells the aged
into an afterlife
alive with organisms:
soil fungi releasing enzymes
assist invertebrates, insects
digest decomposing debris
Carpenter ants nest
inside decaying wood;
shrews, moles,
insectivorous birds dine—
feed their young
My legacy has purpose
sustains woodlands that birthed me
toward generations to come;
pray tell, what is yours—
"A good man leaveth an inheritance
to his children's children:"
vi. of Knowledge
Everything cooperatively—
not good nor evil separately;
but, all things combined
into a singular entity: knowledge
Light and darkness together
create possibility forming
contrast pertaining to understanding
Fire along with ice, nakedness—
cold, heat provided experience:
peace, unrest, gratitude, also regret
Before there was only this nebulous
existence in potential of choice;
until my fruit coursed down your throat
altering DNA, transforming ignorance;
pray tell, would you select unwind—
undo every learned thing;
or, choose more discernment
through yet another bite;
Everyone on Earth has
you're never alone
Neither am I
vii. of Life
Ancient Baobab: puffed up
miraculous survivor—
as salamanders
reveling in fire
Its dry trunk houses
water of Life, sustains existence
with Healing Fruit—
deprivation's portent
Green roots amid blue soil;
basis for living organisms
flourishing health
Every tree becomes weighted
during season-unless seasonless;
a constant provision:
Black Madonna
sheltering eternal innocence
from enlightenment—
where experience would lose
itself among the known—
dissipating desire to learn
Point is, doors open before us;
prayers become miracles—
if we're careful what we ask
Sometimes despite our self
III. Rules of the Game
i. Caturaṅga
O! ancient ancestor—
Indian strategist
of military divisions:
infantry, cavalry,
elephantry, chariotry
Rajas backs to each other
on Ashtāpada's field;
its unknown markings
whose lost meaning still
retained through tradition
once played with frogs—
yellow and green, shellacked
resinous by scale insects
before leaping upon squares
No Queen dare defend—
but Mantri counselled;
nor Bishop blessed
just Gaja, an elephant;
Ratha, Ashva, Padàti:
Chariot, horse, foot-soldier;
games evolve, mirror
patriarchal reflection
It's been said,
Chess struggles against error—
perhaps reason enough
rules subtly alter their hold—
sparing a monarchy's ego
ii. Shatranj
Mâdayân î chatrang
(Book of chess) measures
etymology in evolutionary steps
Shāhs, Persian Masters
Warlords, grew victorious
at the game—yet no Queen
was ever afforded her place;
adapted rules, instead
belaying sudden defeat;
from surprise capture
to warning requirement—
referred now as 'Check'
that courteous announcement
for imminent Death
Altered again were draws—
stalemated matches
avoiding easy arrest
by an executioner
called 'Mate'—
deemed all or nothing;
"THE RULES OF THE GAME
taught me the rules
of the game":
Maintain a quiet strength
iii. Xiangqi
Combatant armies;
pawns vying death against
their General's enemies:
Guards, Ministers, horses
chariots, soldiers, cannons—
sans placement of woman
No Queen protected any interest
among status quo boards;
only sancong—three rules
dominated her subservience:
father, husband, then son—
created by man to work
beneficially toward men alone
She is socially-segregated chattel
often physically ill-treated—
forever under philosophical
and religious norms
“Chess was life in miniature:
a struggle, battle."
Especially for women
iv. Gamit
This opening Sacrificial move
upon their machination's altar—
accepted, or deviously declined
until a more advantageous offering;
compensation rarely equals
any gambiteer's artifice:
compromised pawn structure,
holes, positional deficiencies
Life is mirrored by stratagems
wanting ahead—
Italian il gambetto; Spanish gambito;
French gambit; English advantage;
makes no difference in definition:
put forward your own leg
to trip someone else up;
simple ruse, tactical ploy—
mere rules of the game, you see:
'Be the chess player, not the chess piece'
v. Goddess of Chess
Caïssa
Thracian dryad—
goddess, Sacred Feminine
soon crowned Queen
o're masculine tournaments
Apollo and Mercurius
at war upon armored howdahs
arrowed centaurs capturing
trophied favors as their own
She was the beginning—
an effeminate entrance
into forbidden arenas
permitting male counterparts
Becoming its most valued
destructive piece above all others
claiming meager stakes
on that harlequin board
Empowered with a double-attack
moving in agile silence
protecting her King
until time to say,
Checkmate
"Life is like Chess.
If you lose your Queen,
you’ll probably lose the game."
vi. Nomenclature:
rules for naming systems
from relatively informal conventions
centering around political
and/or philosophical dominance;
theoretical linguistics connect
global existence: commonality
experienced through identification;
etymology reveals derivation
evolution per society—
namely among men;
History repeated itself over time;
no man without woman—
nor perfect Eden
unless contrasted by choice
In the beginning was Ferz
Wazir, Vizier, Hetman, Lipp
until—finally a Queen
under Isabella I's reign
During such troubadour tradition
called courtly love, she arose
more powerful than any predecessor
essential to her king's survival;
if lost, nothing of value remains—
as though Adam, alone
holding only Eve's bitten apple
had he chosen obedience instead
"Long Live the Queen"
IV. Endgame
i. Moving Forward
The first checkerboard memory
wasn't its squared colors;
but, pieces: wooden, chiseled
sculptures of importance
Splintered sun pitted
prismed light against darkness
atop an alternate stillness
present only during morning hours
Thick, almost chewy smoke—
Wilke High Hat and peppermint
candy gorged other aromas
before fading quickly
I didn't understand
what was happening;
thus, waited, statuesque
My father's patient hands
staging those carvings
from his warm, comfy chair
while quietly saying,
Moving forward, remember
every pawn is a potential Queen;
failure becomes your diadem—
not enemy
ii. Anatomy of a King
Infinite value, Ruler
'ore endgame
Designating freedom via reign—
sculpted legions carrying out
victorious requirements—
allowing a captured spread
until his required presence;
the beautiful overture of chess
is its subtle dynamics, merit
and power not being static;
but, continuously alters
through game advancement
squaring against opposites:
captures, brutal gambits
My father's voice,
mid-morning, Spring chill
gently referencing
thoughts to ponder:
such irony, isn't it daughter,
how this mirrors actual conflict—
in that outside color alone
determines your enemy
iii. House of Lords
Created Gaja
into a vast Indian army
yet only moderate influence
against his king's enemy—
until arriving within Europe
this destined authoritative Bishop
during Middle Ages, religious—
dogmatic insignia, rising
Liberated from beastly constraints
granted unlimited range
across civilized diagonals—
self-ordained Lord's House
Funny, isn't it, my father would say
how organized doctrine infiltrates
even innocent war games—
solidifying historical placement
through the endlessness of chess—
simply to crush an opponent's mind
iv. Unbiased
Vaulting Knights—
distinctive strategy
outflanking maneuvers
by faceless calvary
Steel-clad, iron thunder
of their charge
jumping all blockades
to break opposing forces
Neither Bishop nor Rook
does it mimic; but, ancient
oldest defined movement—
steadfast, unchanged perfection
controlling both colored squares
equally across board;
Because, as my father said:
"Despite black and white;
color is unbiased on a battlefield—
everyone bleeds red"
v. Castled
Ratha - war Chariot;
fortification on an elephant's back—
folk etymology homophone for bird
flying 'ore direct course
Moving its arbitrary numbered
paces in any orthogonal direction—
vertical and horizontal unobstructed;
a Dragon King breathing victory
Feathered corvine creatures
taking the shortest route;
stealing small, shiny objects
to decorate their nests
My father's low musings
break silence—
'As the crow flies', unswerving
no beating around the bush; be
aboveboard, compelling, precise
but, remember-retain your guard
never underestimate the obvious
that is its strategic strength'
vi. Divergent
Metaphorical legacy prevails
more than another piece—
Padati, foot soldier, Pawn
portrayed a weakened link
It marks the course
for Kings and Queens,
Bishops, Rooks must wait—
Knights jump 'ore its stance
regardless of any move
Conversely known as peasants
this infantry brigade, poor
in education's afforded luxury:
first to charge, also fall
think Normandy's
sacrificial altar—gambits
initially laying themselves down
since conflict was born
Officers are only as strong
as their frontline soldiers
came my father's voice;
Strength underestimating weakness
typically loses the game;
Pawns are the soul of chess.
vii. Impartation
Sculthorpe Parish, Norfolk
England, early morning
in April, wisteria flinging
itself over the trellis;
picture window showed
rubied cherry blossoms
contrasting lavender blooms;
despite floating snow
Spring had burrowed through
A half-naked elm cornered
some forest realm, transmitting
information into her
rooted mycorrhizal network—
much like my father
insisting this game be learned
To stay one step ahead
of life and boys, he said
Even six-year-olds know better—
it was his Love language, legacy
more importantly, impartation:
by thinking multiple steps ahead
I'd survive anything
Afterward
What are Proverbs
but experienced moments
becoming wiser
than you were
a-second's blink before
Stumble, pull yourself up
with Universal apron strings
amid this second-chance space;
some absorb truth; others deflect
knowledge—grow resentful, bitter
seeing unjust punishment
by an all-powerful Deity
versus accept responsibility
Life offers infinite direction—
blueprinted situations
we charted ourselves
to learn every action—
thus reaction—stems
from only one of two emotions:
Love which releases—
doesn't demand presence
or attention, gracefully respects
someone's freedom—
lets them live peaceably;
and,
Fear that holds on—
won't let go; pursues
pleads their own desire
infiltrates another's sacred space;
attempts temple desecration
through jealous, subversive acts
fooling the innocent—
all in vain. . .
they realize too soon—
miserable intent
becomes a karmic sentence
no matter pleading forgiveness—
such cyclic wheel must finish
As my Father said:
Therein lies the difference
between those who prayed
for their enemies' happiness
and those who spitefully
cursed them
~
and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
~ Ecclesiastes 1:18, Holy Bible, KJV
Forward
What is a Proverb
but common sense—
recorded experience
of life and legacy
for the next generation
to heed the cause
Through patterns we create
an anthology; pithy compilations
outlining morality—
behavioral blueprints
drafted from Being—
advancing or repeating
dependent upon attaining
vibrations attracted
by our very thinking
Each volume rests
in the great Library Room
of Elysium; contained herein
are mere observations . . .
or perhaps, memory
I. Nature’s First Green
i Wisteria in Snow
April's green linen jacket
donning Saucer magnolias;
marbled pink umbrellas
of scented organics
Cocooned Wisteria unfurl
lavender wings from dormancy—
inverted hyacinth sleeping
as bats over a lambent lawn
Then, snow—unannounced;
her magnetics appealing
to vulnerable blooms;
their frost bitten corolla
so once brightly birthed
darkened now by touch.
What we learn letting go—
surrendering our lives unto fate
is the price for knowledge:
experience, inevitable death
wisdom through rebirth
ii Wisteria in Sun
Light paddled
between visibly amassed clouds—
golden oars dissipating
vapors of falling flakes
Violet larvae surviving
the unannounced invasion
stretched from their cocoon
into a warm rescue
Those defoliated, shriveling
death glistened black—
crepe papered flora, oiled
mummified in afterlife
Seasons advance regardless
break boundaries before them;
I think Normandy, soldiers
far as one could see—
all relentlessly pursuing
freedom despite bullets
bodies, and bloody beaches—
Victory eternally guaranteed
by its Survivors
iii Wisteria in Wind
so it lingered past March
that zephyr's chilled contact;
shifting growth as an ocean current;
wisteria swinging upside down—
purple scales under sunlight
shimmering from afterbirth;
mimic schools of fish, turn all at once
amid erratic bull kelp bush—
a chrysalis network, plum bulbs
promising more fruit to come—
hatchlings for beauty's sake
before death stakes its claim
crowning something else Life;
some recall burgeoning lavender—
others only shriveled flora;
neither view can alter Truth
because their vines remain
seeds rooted in earth:
second-sight chances
coming round again by birth
iv Wisteria in Rain
April torrents, deluged water walls—
vertical curtains sweeping yards;
ban hammered drops shattering
against concrete earth;
sodden clusters, heavy like grapes
leaking rainwater from lavender flesh;
umbilical cord vines writhe—
twisted spines among hedgerows
Slow motion waves roll caterpillar bushes
under command by winded rain
chanting upright, floral prophecies:
Tulip, Daffodil, Hyacinth, Peony;
but, first, Wisteria at prayer—
extravagant florets, corky bark,
velvet seed pods meditating
simultaneous, ritualistic, gratitude,
mirroring palm fronds, fully humbled
for Spring's triumphant coming—
no less blessed or holy
than Jesus entering Jerusalem
on the bones of palms
v. Wisteria in Sunset
Leaking lavender blue
ribboned oil jettisoned
across the treeline;
fuschia decadence bleeds
Sunset's burnt sienna
against greenery—wisteria
ladies in waiting, Geisha
heads bowed ceremoniously
Evening retirement, Ra
fully adorned, regal-robed
purple flowing after him—
Chinese corollas wait,
twined counterclockwise
amid hedged American holly—
dusk pulling them behind
its sooty stole, an ashen twilight
Flora burgeons from within
survives multitudes of darkness—
yet remains wholly bloomed
throughout their appointed term
Before death transposes color,
leaving a twisted cork vine
shriveling above ground
until another lifetime;
As humans, failing to blossom
into our destined purpose
vii Wisteria through the Window
Head chains, dangling violet flora
adorning branched hair;
beyond lies tangled squirrel nests
sleeping bats, all silhouetted
against cloaked age-rings
with century-old secrets.
Last week chrome yellow leaves
crowned barren lit barks at dawn.
Now, phthalo emerald adjusting
its wordly afterbirth, life in flight—
revolving doors, seasonal returns
nonstop: Evolution - Death. Birth.
Amid transforming chaos
quiet beauty reigns- Wisteria,
blue amethyst telegraphs
signalling through windows—
heralding ceasefire to winter feuds;
transmitting warm deliverance
great tidings of joy dissipating blood
for those who waited faithfully
regarding lovers, or fathers returning
from war — as promised they would
vii Wisteria in Death
Glorious their banners!
flying seasonal splendor;
burgeoning armies growing—
championing a maiden's honor
Its climbing carpet, lavender
observes atop trellised decks
germination by drunken bee—
upon both rose, wildflower alike
Such is short-lived, this sight
—as numbered days decrease;
soon the bark shall release
withering floral debris
Prolific tendrils molting
hollowed cicada shells;
parents with an empty nest—
having only memories now
How our lives do mimic
Wisteria in death—
where measurements of time
are equally given to each
It lies within us, choice—
purpose, focus, and joy;
without which we become
but angry, bitter seeds
alienated from happiness—
future lifetimes on "repeat"
viii What Remains
Advancing heat—billowing
wind more warm than cool;
languid moods anticipate
our hottest recorded summer
Remaining hours from spring
await their appointed time;
charted blossoms emerging—
pollination still alive;
Wisteria's corked bark dangles
emptied, dormantly asleep—
dolor until another lifetime
when reward will double its fruit;
having lived so fully
this incarnation of now—
wholly offering forth
as seasonal beauty does;
releasing without contempt
that which must always go;
faithfully returning each season
heralding cyclic growth:
these are lessons for Us
about life, love, and trust—
open hands—acceptance
in what cannot be controlled
II. The Giving Tree
i. A Sapling's Tale
So begins a tale
from one fertilized seed
gestating in winter's tower
beneath fortressed leaves
April's placenta'd heaven
burst forth, drenching soil
splitting pod, liberating root
delivered the sapling to earth
Pollen gifted it yellow—
symbolizing lighted growth;
its patterned bark would never
know such darkened world
Wisteria's withered fronds
floral-scented dropped—
became petaled carpets
protecting during frost
Mother tree, central hub
mycorrhizal networking snag—
nurses infant radicels
with carboned nutrients
Ancient matron, transmitting
conifered messages of wisdom—
vibrational being, sentinel sage
ensuring her species survival
How parallel are we humans
regarding our next generation
ii. History
Everything is beautiful
from soil level, crowned
ancestors, cacophonies
sung by busy insects;
boned branches crack
under an animal's weight
distant cousins, perhaps
same species, nonetheless
Growth dissipates light—
canopy leaves filtering sun
shield against rain and wind
protecting their young
I was born prior to houses
surrounding this land;
survived construction workers
felling generations before me
Descendants, now wooden walls
housing Be—ings, providing
raised floorboards, crown molding
wood stoves for warmth
But, there were forests—
forgotten languages; distress
signals about drought, disease;
mycorrhizal networks of family
Think not you are invincible—
something stronger always exists:
nuclear weapons, human ignorance
Mother Nature's wrath
iii. Evolution
Growing up in shadows
countered with light, I observed;
infancy of seasons-
how they matured
Oftentimes struggling
for life - surrendering to death;
this brightly new hope crushed
underfoot by a playing child
Floods, drought, man's
touch, machine intervention
grading access roads—
animals stripping bark
What else can we do
when rooting inward:
immobile, small, dependent;
realizing destiny deals her cards
Some draw an ace, perhaps
hearts - bearing fruit;
others, not so lucky—become axed—
remains burned, or body used
From birth none know their fate:
flora, fauna, animal, human;
it's been said:
"Only good die young"
But you're wrong;
elderly are wizened resources
too often forgotten and ignored
iv. Appointed
I wasn't planted by hands
but earthen sod, soft
from rain; a footstep
pushing me underground
Then darkness, perhaps cold
who can remember centuries ago
those mysteries of the womb—
how bones and branches grow
Survival becomes nature's lottery—
her die casted declaration war
upon life's lot; roots choking
out each other's passage rites
Life is precarious; no breath
guaranteed between breathing—
that empty space deciding
whether you continue living:
suffer felling, cleared
for constructed death;
because strength knows
nothing more than weakness
about our appointed days
be it nature or man—
despite charting them ourselves
v. Purpose
When nature comes foraging
on your forest skin—
you breathe, willingly submit
as squirrel, raccoon, deer,
bear scratching its back
across our roughly hewn bark—
bird, chipmunk, roosting owl
red tailed hawk, circling—
masking carnal appetite
for his daily bread
Steadfast Sentinels
even unto Death
until creation fells the aged
into an afterlife
alive with organisms:
soil fungi releasing enzymes
assist invertebrates, insects
digest decomposing debris
Carpenter ants nest
inside decaying wood;
shrews, moles,
insectivorous birds dine—
feed their young
My legacy has purpose
sustains woodlands that birthed me
toward generations to come;
pray tell, what is yours—
"A good man leaveth an inheritance
to his children's children:"
vi. of Knowledge
Everything cooperatively—
not good nor evil separately;
but, all things combined
into a singular entity: knowledge
Light and darkness together
create possibility forming
contrast pertaining to understanding
Fire along with ice, nakedness—
cold, heat provided experience:
peace, unrest, gratitude, also regret
Before there was only this nebulous
existence in potential of choice;
until my fruit coursed down your throat
altering DNA, transforming ignorance;
pray tell, would you select unwind—
undo every learned thing;
or, choose more discernment
through yet another bite;
Everyone on Earth has
you're never alone
Neither am I
vii. of Life
Ancient Baobab: puffed up
miraculous survivor—
as salamanders
reveling in fire
Its dry trunk houses
water of Life, sustains existence
with Healing Fruit—
deprivation's portent
Green roots amid blue soil;
basis for living organisms
flourishing health
Every tree becomes weighted
during season-unless seasonless;
a constant provision:
Black Madonna
sheltering eternal innocence
from enlightenment—
where experience would lose
itself among the known—
dissipating desire to learn
Point is, doors open before us;
prayers become miracles—
if we're careful what we ask
Sometimes despite our self
III. Rules of the Game
i. Caturaṅga
O! ancient ancestor—
Indian strategist
of military divisions:
infantry, cavalry,
elephantry, chariotry
Rajas backs to each other
on Ashtāpada's field;
its unknown markings
whose lost meaning still
retained through tradition
once played with frogs—
yellow and green, shellacked
resinous by scale insects
before leaping upon squares
No Queen dare defend—
but Mantri counselled;
nor Bishop blessed
just Gaja, an elephant;
Ratha, Ashva, Padàti:
Chariot, horse, foot-soldier;
games evolve, mirror
patriarchal reflection
It's been said,
Chess struggles against error—
perhaps reason enough
rules subtly alter their hold—
sparing a monarchy's ego
ii. Shatranj
Mâdayân î chatrang
(Book of chess) measures
etymology in evolutionary steps
Shāhs, Persian Masters
Warlords, grew victorious
at the game—yet no Queen
was ever afforded her place;
adapted rules, instead
belaying sudden defeat;
from surprise capture
to warning requirement—
referred now as 'Check'
that courteous announcement
for imminent Death
Altered again were draws—
stalemated matches
avoiding easy arrest
by an executioner
called 'Mate'—
deemed all or nothing;
"THE RULES OF THE GAME
taught me the rules
of the game":
Maintain a quiet strength
iii. Xiangqi
Combatant armies;
pawns vying death against
their General's enemies:
Guards, Ministers, horses
chariots, soldiers, cannons—
sans placement of woman
No Queen protected any interest
among status quo boards;
only sancong—three rules
dominated her subservience:
father, husband, then son—
created by man to work
beneficially toward men alone
She is socially-segregated chattel
often physically ill-treated—
forever under philosophical
and religious norms
“Chess was life in miniature:
a struggle, battle."
Especially for women
iv. Gamit
This opening Sacrificial move
upon their machination's altar—
accepted, or deviously declined
until a more advantageous offering;
compensation rarely equals
any gambiteer's artifice:
compromised pawn structure,
holes, positional deficiencies
Life is mirrored by stratagems
wanting ahead—
Italian il gambetto; Spanish gambito;
French gambit; English advantage;
makes no difference in definition:
put forward your own leg
to trip someone else up;
simple ruse, tactical ploy—
mere rules of the game, you see:
'Be the chess player, not the chess piece'
v. Goddess of Chess
Caïssa
Thracian dryad—
goddess, Sacred Feminine
soon crowned Queen
o're masculine tournaments
Apollo and Mercurius
at war upon armored howdahs
arrowed centaurs capturing
trophied favors as their own
She was the beginning—
an effeminate entrance
into forbidden arenas
permitting male counterparts
Becoming its most valued
destructive piece above all others
claiming meager stakes
on that harlequin board
Empowered with a double-attack
moving in agile silence
protecting her King
until time to say,
Checkmate
"Life is like Chess.
If you lose your Queen,
you’ll probably lose the game."
vi. Nomenclature:
rules for naming systems
from relatively informal conventions
centering around political
and/or philosophical dominance;
theoretical linguistics connect
global existence: commonality
experienced through identification;
etymology reveals derivation
evolution per society—
namely among men;
History repeated itself over time;
no man without woman—
nor perfect Eden
unless contrasted by choice
In the beginning was Ferz
Wazir, Vizier, Hetman, Lipp
until—finally a Queen
under Isabella I's reign
During such troubadour tradition
called courtly love, she arose
more powerful than any predecessor
essential to her king's survival;
if lost, nothing of value remains—
as though Adam, alone
holding only Eve's bitten apple
had he chosen obedience instead
"Long Live the Queen"
IV. Endgame
i. Moving Forward
The first checkerboard memory
wasn't its squared colors;
but, pieces: wooden, chiseled
sculptures of importance
Splintered sun pitted
prismed light against darkness
atop an alternate stillness
present only during morning hours
Thick, almost chewy smoke—
Wilke High Hat and peppermint
candy gorged other aromas
before fading quickly
I didn't understand
what was happening;
thus, waited, statuesque
My father's patient hands
staging those carvings
from his warm, comfy chair
while quietly saying,
Moving forward, remember
every pawn is a potential Queen;
failure becomes your diadem—
not enemy
ii. Anatomy of a King
Infinite value, Ruler
'ore endgame
Designating freedom via reign—
sculpted legions carrying out
victorious requirements—
allowing a captured spread
until his required presence;
the beautiful overture of chess
is its subtle dynamics, merit
and power not being static;
but, continuously alters
through game advancement
squaring against opposites:
captures, brutal gambits
My father's voice,
mid-morning, Spring chill
gently referencing
thoughts to ponder:
such irony, isn't it daughter,
how this mirrors actual conflict—
in that outside color alone
determines your enemy
iii. House of Lords
Created Gaja
into a vast Indian army
yet only moderate influence
against his king's enemy—
until arriving within Europe
this destined authoritative Bishop
during Middle Ages, religious—
dogmatic insignia, rising
Liberated from beastly constraints
granted unlimited range
across civilized diagonals—
self-ordained Lord's House
Funny, isn't it, my father would say
how organized doctrine infiltrates
even innocent war games—
solidifying historical placement
through the endlessness of chess—
simply to crush an opponent's mind
iv. Unbiased
Vaulting Knights—
distinctive strategy
outflanking maneuvers
by faceless calvary
Steel-clad, iron thunder
of their charge
jumping all blockades
to break opposing forces
Neither Bishop nor Rook
does it mimic; but, ancient
oldest defined movement—
steadfast, unchanged perfection
controlling both colored squares
equally across board;
Because, as my father said:
"Despite black and white;
color is unbiased on a battlefield—
everyone bleeds red"
v. Castled
Ratha - war Chariot;
fortification on an elephant's back—
folk etymology homophone for bird
flying 'ore direct course
Moving its arbitrary numbered
paces in any orthogonal direction—
vertical and horizontal unobstructed;
a Dragon King breathing victory
Feathered corvine creatures
taking the shortest route;
stealing small, shiny objects
to decorate their nests
My father's low musings
break silence—
'As the crow flies', unswerving
no beating around the bush; be
aboveboard, compelling, precise
but, remember-retain your guard
never underestimate the obvious
that is its strategic strength'
vi. Divergent
Metaphorical legacy prevails
more than another piece—
Padati, foot soldier, Pawn
portrayed a weakened link
It marks the course
for Kings and Queens,
Bishops, Rooks must wait—
Knights jump 'ore its stance
regardless of any move
Conversely known as peasants
this infantry brigade, poor
in education's afforded luxury:
first to charge, also fall
think Normandy's
sacrificial altar—gambits
initially laying themselves down
since conflict was born
Officers are only as strong
as their frontline soldiers
came my father's voice;
Strength underestimating weakness
typically loses the game;
Pawns are the soul of chess.
vii. Impartation
Sculthorpe Parish, Norfolk
England, early morning
in April, wisteria flinging
itself over the trellis;
picture window showed
rubied cherry blossoms
contrasting lavender blooms;
despite floating snow
Spring had burrowed through
A half-naked elm cornered
some forest realm, transmitting
information into her
rooted mycorrhizal network—
much like my father
insisting this game be learned
To stay one step ahead
of life and boys, he said
Even six-year-olds know better—
it was his Love language, legacy
more importantly, impartation:
by thinking multiple steps ahead
I'd survive anything
Afterward
What are Proverbs
but experienced moments
becoming wiser
than you were
a-second's blink before
Stumble, pull yourself up
with Universal apron strings
amid this second-chance space;
some absorb truth; others deflect
knowledge—grow resentful, bitter
seeing unjust punishment
by an all-powerful Deity
versus accept responsibility
Life offers infinite direction—
blueprinted situations
we charted ourselves
to learn every action—
thus reaction—stems
from only one of two emotions:
Love which releases—
doesn't demand presence
or attention, gracefully respects
someone's freedom—
lets them live peaceably;
and,
Fear that holds on—
won't let go; pursues
pleads their own desire
infiltrates another's sacred space;
attempts temple desecration
through jealous, subversive acts
fooling the innocent—
all in vain. . .
they realize too soon—
miserable intent
becomes a karmic sentence
no matter pleading forgiveness—
such cyclic wheel must finish
As my Father said:
Therein lies the difference
between those who prayed
for their enemies' happiness
and those who spitefully
cursed them
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