Down And Out

Feeling so sad
My feelings don't compare,
There just not as great
Or at least not as bad
So there often dismissed..
Overlooked,
Over shadowed,
Completely missed..
And as hard as I try to suppress them..
Sometimes I can't..

Constantly placing others on top of the tree..
Doing the best that I can,
Hoping one day
there be a place there for me..

But for now..

I'll continue
To look out for,
and look after..
And deal with this shit on my own
Stuck here on my own
Feeling so alone..

Doing the best that I can
And trying to stay strong,
Maybe alone in this corner
Is where I belong..

Wiping my tears
Just Trying to survive
Counting the days
When I come back alive..