Back then

Back then...
Can't believe I didn't catch on
"He plays football from time to time"
I was completely oblivious

"Is it...?"
Nah it wasn't
Months later...
"I like you"

Oh shit...
What am I supposed to say...
Nothing
I said nothing

Just threw my arms around her
That was then...
This is now ..
My mind is fucked and I don't know

I'm saying no but think both yes and no