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Confusion

landed in panic, damn it im gone,
stranded to manage, damage i caused
cant see a planning, my planet to small
leaving my body, adios to yall

im numb on no drugs,
how come i know much
to much,
it feel like, a pill might

answer it all,
confusion intruding my thoughts
im loosen its useless
its proven ive lost
whats new in my faults,

no minor low cash
my mind had gone mad
as time has gone past
 
you think i want this, no
on brake of braking toes
trying take this over, sober
more often got me close
to overdosin, on my own thoughts
just toke the smoke, hope to focus on god
god...
hessderict717
Written by hessderict717
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Author's Note
I can never put my experience with derealization into words, this was my first attempt while actually suffering from it still...
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