Thanks To You

I don't know.
I don't know anymore.
I don't want to know anymore.

Am I no more to you?
Am I not enough to you?
Am I a joke to you?

My thoughts are lying,
so as them.
My dreams are illusions,
So as me.
I'm better like anyone,
that's my façade.

Let them be.
Let it be.

Like a river that flows freely.
Like my darkness grew without consent.
Like my world became darker,
I can't see.

I can't trust anyone.
I can't trust you.
I can't trust myself.

Bleeding colors from the pain and violence.
Seeking the beauty from it.
How magnificent.

I grew darker
Thanks to you
I became twisted