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My Song
Stepped into the area under false pretenses
I didnt know it then, but I would need defenses
My cousin had me out, searching for her drunk ass
I didnt know it then, but this would become "my past"
My phone had just died when you grabbed hold
The room was dark, but you weren't very old
There's two people here, three including me
I reached out to steady myself, but I could barely see
Someone grabbed my throat, into the wall I went
Just a second passed and then I was on the bed
Of all the things I could think of, while having this done to me
God why me, I just wished these fuckers were dead
Minutes would turn to hours, I felt so deceived
I waited for you two to pass out drunk
I wanted so badly to leave
My walk of shame, or escape from death,
I'm sure I will never know
For I had no choice, I had no say
I suppose I had no real part to play
But play it did, and wrong's were made
But all I remember is I was taken that day
From that day on, for quite some time
I never knew what I even did wrong
All I know, is I feel better and better
The louder that I sing my song
I didnt know it then, but I would need defenses
My cousin had me out, searching for her drunk ass
I didnt know it then, but this would become "my past"
My phone had just died when you grabbed hold
The room was dark, but you weren't very old
There's two people here, three including me
I reached out to steady myself, but I could barely see
Someone grabbed my throat, into the wall I went
Just a second passed and then I was on the bed
Of all the things I could think of, while having this done to me
God why me, I just wished these fuckers were dead
Minutes would turn to hours, I felt so deceived
I waited for you two to pass out drunk
I wanted so badly to leave
My walk of shame, or escape from death,
I'm sure I will never know
For I had no choice, I had no say
I suppose I had no real part to play
But play it did, and wrong's were made
But all I remember is I was taken that day
From that day on, for quite some time
I never knew what I even did wrong
All I know, is I feel better and better
The louder that I sing my song
Published 12th Mar 2019
| Edited 17th Mar 2019
Author's Note
Whew, 2013. What a year.
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12th Mar 2019 3:33am
Anonymous
- Edited 25th Nov 2023 11:45pm
12th Mar 2019 3:34am
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12th Mar 2019 3:35am
Dear Diane : Simply said , I cried...
I am so sorry , and you are now so strong
May the goddess embrace you in her love
I am so sorry , and you are now so strong
May the goddess embrace you in her love
12th Mar 2019 5:09am
Anonymous
- Edited 7th May 2019 00:46am
12th Mar 2019 5:04am
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12th Mar 2019 5:09am
Ah, me too. And here I thought the write was rather... soft when it came to the pain I allowed to come across. Thanks for the support, it’s always appreciated <3
