Life on stilts

Been so down
So are down
Nearly rock bottom
Lost most everything
But not the rock I've just gotten

Should I smoke it
Should I snort it
Should I swallow or shoot it
Should I sell it
Should I keep it
Or tomorrow I'll do it

Nothing else left for me here
Lost all but this rock
Might as well just enjoy
Since it all tat I've got

Gave up everything for you
Nearly even my life
Lost my home and my family
But you, you survive

If I burn you
I'll inhale you

If I shoot you
I'll regret you

If I snort you
I'll twack out too

What to do
What to do

As I'm thinking
As I'm sinking

I realize
I'm already feeling

Why not throwing you

Why do I need you

Why do I already feel I've done two

Because I have you

Only half too

Maybe I've just lost my mind, dude

Did I do you

Didn't mean to

Almost gone boo

I'll take a nap soon

But instead you
Come with more toot
Crystal glass stash
And some soap cash

Up again, fool
A couple weeks, Sue

Cut it out, Jill
We look mad I'll

Twacked and seeing shapes
Shadows run this place
Clean as fuck now
But shadows everywhere

Is that a man there
Oh, no it's a chair

Fuck I need to quit
But, hell my lighters lit
Heat it up good
Take a hit quick

Suck a bit in
Fuck that shit
Taste like lighter fluid

Give it back to
That my bubble yo

Another rock now
Off my socks go

Weeks go by
In the corner crying

So another line
Paint the floor's sky

Snakes in the closet
Fans a helicopter

Neighbors call the cops
Window's open
Jimmy hopped out

Another friend gone
Nuthouse here I come

Rehab's full still
Off to home to chill

Mourn the loss bro
Buy another rock tho

Repeat it all again
Hoping next time it'll be my turn for the end